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Post by Unwyn E Lestrange on Oct 30, 2016 13:02:18 GMT -6
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Unwyn Ewan Lestrange
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GENERAL INFORMATION
FULL NAME: Unwyn Ewan Lestrange
Unwyn means hostile. Ewan means Youth in Scottish. Lestrange is the family name and it means strange. He is one of the sons of Rabastan Lestrange.
NICKNAMES:
His older brother Adyrian calls him Wyn. He started callin him it when he was a very little kid. It's a pet name and an affection one. His older brother Jax and two younger brothers Saturn and Neptune just call him Unwyn.
AGE, BIRTHPLACE & DATE:
Seventeen, France, May 13th.
BLOOD TYPE:
Pureblood.
SEXUALITY:
Bisexual.
HOUSE AND YEAR:
Slytherin & Seventh. (Headboy)
AFFILIATION:
Evil
WAND:
13" Acacia Wood with Theastral Tail Hair with an Amethyst Handle.
APPEARANCE
HAIR:
He has naturally thick black straight hair that he keeps framed below his face with a razor cut to it. He sometimes dyes it right colors or adds highlights of color to it.
EYES:
He has eight blue eyes with thick black eyelashes and cat shaped eyes.
BODY TYPE:
Hes very small for his age. He's a tiny guy at 5'5" and only a hundred pounds. He has a very skinny frame. His skin is pale white. He has a birthmark on his wrist that's shaped like a dagger.
UNIQUE FEATURES:
He has freckles down his spine. He also has a Cobra tattoo that wraps up is arm from his wrist to his shoulder. He has his canine bite piercings and his bridge pierced.
ANIMAGUS:
He's finally managed to become an animagus after working on it for the last two years dedicatedly. He's a black spitting cobra.
FACE CLAIM:
Jonathan Reneud
EXTRA DETAILS:
He is a left handed. He's a vegetarian and barely ever eats or drinks junk food..
PERSONALITY
PATRONUS:
Try as he might Unwyn is unable to produce a patronus. With Death Eaters in the family and growing up as the son of one it's not hard to imagine he's unable. He's one of his fathers favorite children because he's clever and vicious. His father thinks he'd make a good death eater. If he had a best memory it would have been when his father took him on a trip, just the two of them, to pick up something top secret for the death eaters. He felt elated to be apart of it.
DEMENTOR:
The worst thing that plagues his memory was when he was young and he had to visit Azkaban to see his father. He got out with the break out though so he's been making the last year or so up for the time lost. He can still remember the feel of dementers. He had nightmares after every visit.
MIRROR OF ERISED:
Looking into the mirror he sees himself standing with his father as a Death Eater after bringing Harry Potter to the Dark Lord. .
BOGGART:
He sees Azkaban looming in front of him as the death eaters wait for him. He's afraid of being sent to Azkaban.He wants to make his father and family proud and Azkaban means failure. He wants to fight in the war coming. He will join the death eaters after school this year.
AMORTENTIA:
When he smells amortentia he smells embers, the woods, wine, pouring rain and cinnamon
STRENGTHS:
He's very intelligent, clever and quick tongued. He's amazing at Potions, the Dark Arts, Transfigurations and Herbology. He's an excellent duelist. He's good at using manipulation to get what he wants.
WEAKNESSES:
His family and younger brothers are a big weakness for him, he can be blind when there in involved. He has no skills with love and doesn't know anything beyond gratification. He has poor relationship skills and is one track minded to his death eater goals.
HOBBIES/QUIRKS/WHIMS/HABITS:
He likes photography, dueling, painting, reading, swimming, astronomy and going to concerts/events..
LIKES:
He loves snakes, he has a pet Californian King a snake named Jazz. He likes girls and guys, he doesn't lean either way. He's into illegal activities and the dark arts. He likes making Professors think he's sweet and a perfect Head Boy, he's really good at not getting caught. He's into trouble and danger. He loves getting his heart racing with adrenaline. He likes manipulating people. He loves getting in fights and harassing mudbloods..
DISLIKES:
He hates mudbloods and blood traitors. He can stand people eating meat in front of him. . He doesn't like people touching his things or moving them out of place. He's very picky about what's his and someway obsessive of things being how he wants them.
TEMPERAMENT/ALLEGIANCE :
Tainted Blood, Muggleborns, Disrespect of the Dark Lord, disrespect of his family, not getting what he wants, and someone touching his things without permission will set him off. He snaps pretty easily. He likes causing pain and humiliating mudbloods, that usually puts him in a rest mood. Listening to music loud or cuddling are his go to for putting himself in a good mood. Learning new dark spells and potions also gets his mood up. .
GENERAL PERSONALITY:
Unwyn has been conditioned since birth to hate mudbloods and blood traitors, it's in his blood too. His parents were very loving but also very strict and cold at times as well. He's learned since young what it means to be a purist wizard and he wants to see a world where his families dreams come true. Unwyn is emotionally unattached to those outside of his family. He has a hard time relating to anyone other than other purist children. He finds friendships to e a means to an advantage other than comrades. He sees every relationship as an advancement opportunity. He's aggressive and vicious for the most part in romantics. He doesn't see his lovers as equals but more as pets. He likes having control over people. He can be very eccentric and unusual. He's only loving to those who give him what he wants out of them. He has a huge ego and a spit fire temper. He's one of the top in his schools academics but as no plan to use it for good. He's addicted to darkness and power. .
THE HISTORY
NATIONALITY:
He is 3/4 French and 1/4 Russian. His family is primarily from France except his grandmother who is Russian. .
HOME TOWN/CURRENT RESIDENCE:
He was one in Frace. He's lived there his entire life beyond school at Hogwarts. He's traveled a lot in is life throughout various European and Asian countries as well as Mediterranean, Australia and Canada.
FINANCIAL STATUS:
Hes from an old Wizarding family and is very well off financially. He has a large size inheritance.
FAMILY RELATIONS:
He is the third son of Raastan Lestrange and his wife Amelia. He has two younger twin brothers born right before his dad's imprisonmsnt in Azkaban. His oldest brother is Jax who is 21 and a Death Eater. His older brother Adyrian is 19 and also a Death Eater who work in the black market for illegal and dangerous aritifacts. His two younger brothers are 16 year old twins, Saturn is in Slytherin and Neptune is a Ravenclaw. He doesn't really have friends... just people who hold some sort of value to him for use. He's really close to his aunt Bellatrix since his father, uncle and his aunt escaped Azkaban.. .
RELATIONSHIP STATUS:
Single. .
PET(S):
He has a pet snake that isn't allowed at school with him named Jazz. He is a Californian King Snake.
GENERAL HISTORY:
As with the personality, we want lots and lots of detail here. Remember that a persons' history influences their personality. We should see that clearly. We will be looking at this very carefully. If something doesn't make sense or again, leaving empty thoughts laying around, you will be told to revise this.
THE REAL YOU
NAME/ALIAS:
🎃AdonisRenee🎃
AGE:
27.
GENDER:
They/Them
RP EXPERIENCE:
18 years..
OTHER CHARACTERS:
Coming soon.
ROLEPLAY SAMPLE:
".Hadley paused in front of the mirror as he finished packing the back pack he had enchanted with an undetectable extension charm. He took a deep breath before running a hand through his hair for a moment, trying to straighten it as much as he could by smoothing out the wild pieces with his finger tips but it seemed pretty determined to be messy today. It didn't look bad at all, but it wasn't helping his already frazzled nerves. Giving up on his hair he slipped on his favorite pikachu hoodie and pulled up the hood with a smile before dancing on his heels slightly as he he chewed on his sleeves nervously. He took a stick of black lipstick and ran it across his lips gently, making sure to keep it even. He waited for it to dry before he moved his lips, smiling happily for a moment at how black they were. He had taken this particular lipstick from Kodiak who said it would make him more edgier and he had to admit, it was kinda cool on him... especially with the yellow of all the pikachu he was wearing. He was pretty sure Ryan wouldn't approve of him wearing black lipstick, but he didn't really care. He'd get over it... eventually. He giggled at the thought of annoying him as he tilted his head nervously in the mirror, looking over his outfit with anxiety steadily building.
He shouldn't have been this nervous. He wasn't going to see his fiance, so he shouldn't be feeling like this. He felt a nervous knot in his stomach and could feel the hairs down the back of his neck standing in the giant ball of anxiety that he was right now. He didn't understand why he was so nervous, he shouldn't be nervous. To be nervous was to admit that he had something to be nervous about... he didn't. He needed to stop that now. He was going to spend a few days? weeks? However long with one of his best friends. That was all it was, anything else he was feeling right now.. it was misplaced obviously. He needed to stop and push it all down before he got himself in trouble. Ryan wouldn't approve of the thoughts going through his head. He needed to concentrate on that. Ryan would be pissed if he knew his mind was wondering to places it shouldn't be... He couldn't help it. No matter how much he tried to push away the thoughts they just kept surfacing. He shook his head at himself and closed his eyes for a minute. What was appropriate? Should he take his clothes and dress in the bathroom every morning? Was it okay to dress in front of him? He had never stayed in a room with anyone but his brother or cousins... and Julian but that was entirely different. With Julian they always turned their backs on each other and asked before turning. That seemed to work well... Kodiak and Dexter always just stripped down in front of him. He didn't mind it, he really didn't look and if he did it wasn't like he felt anything. Hadley wasn't like the other guys his age... He didn't feel all the sexual attraction the others seemed to be brimming to the edge with. Hadley had never... well almost never felt anything like that before.
The only exception to his lack of interest was the one person he was going to be staying with while his brother got help for his addiction and that person was... not his fiance. He felt so guilty even thinking about it. He had no sexual attraction to his own fiance. He tried to force himself to feel it, tried to push himself through it but he couldn't. He was still a virgin after being with Ryan for three years... with their wedding at the end of the following school year looming ahead of him he felt guilt. He had no desire to marry Ryan and that was a secret he hoped he would never have to tell. Ryan was good for him... a good man with a future ahead of him. He wanted to sleep with Hadley but he waited for him, waited for their wedding night when Hadley had promised to finally give himself to him... He knew he had to then but it wasn't like he wanted to wait till marriage for any reason. He just knew that their wedding night meant he had to and having to made not wanting to seem better somehow...He bit his lip, thankful for the ever stay lipstick that didn't stain his teeth nor smudge, something Kodiak had told him was the perfect lipstick for making out. He wasn't going to do any of that today so it didn't matter. His nerves were high and he couldn't get the feelings to stop, the butterflies that betrayed him.
He knew the day he met him that something was different about him... something he couldn't prevent from wrapping around his heart and holding him steadily in place. He was captivated and intrigued by the feelings he had when he was near but he couldn't act on those feelings. Zayn didn't want him anyways... if he had, like he had hoped he had, he would have stopped him when he told him he was getting married to Ryan. He had died inside when he congratulated him, he was the one person he was hoping above all else that he would stop it. He didn't though... Hadley had over thought it. Why would he stop him? They had been close friends since first year and he had never said otherwise. He needed to just stop feeling like this... maybe if he could break the spell his eyes had over him he could move on from the fantasy world he wished they lived in. Hadley loved Zayn... but he knew the feelings were not mutual so he needed to let it go. He needed to stop feeling this way. He covered his face with his hands for a moment, trying to calm down the gaspy breathing he was doing now as he thought about sleeping on the other side of the room as Zayn... Seeing Zayn's bed couldn't be good for him. Would he even be able to sleep in the same room as him? Why did Rhys suggest this... he had to know how he felt, if anyone knew that he didn't directly tell it would be Rhys. Hadley loved Rhys, he felt like another brother so surely he knew how he felt about Zayn... he bit his lip again and turned to pace his room for a moment. His kitten Ava chasing after his feet, carefully turning to keep from stepping on her as he paced back and forth. His breathing was rough and in gasps as he finally stopped pacing and sat down on his bed, picking Ava up to snuggle her for a moment. He buried his face into her fur to steady his racing heart. He need to get going... Rhys would be back at any point now... however long it took him to convince Henley to leave with him.
He was scared... how many times had he imagined Zayn's room... imagined being there with him in ways that made him feel so guilty. He stood up with a deep breath, he was only making it harder on himself by continually thinking about it. He concentrated on thoughts of Henley and forced thoughts of where he was heading out of his mind. He carried Ava close to his chest with his back pack on his back, weightless. He hoped that somehow Rhys would be able to help his brother, if anything could save his life it would be him. He could hear Henley's thoughts when his guard was down... he knew he loved him.. love him as much as he loved Zayn. As he thought over the name, he stopped and stared at the common room door ahead of him. He wanted to turn, head somewhere else.. but he was probably expecting him. He couldn't do that to him... just not show up. He put on a brave face and forced himself forward, he stopped at the door trying to calm down enough to remember the password for the grumpy looking portrait. He bit his lip and smiled down at Ava snuggled into his arms, Um.... Bièraubeurre... Beuglante He stuttered. He was thankful the portrait took his words, he was pretty sure it sounded like a stuttered mess in his nervous Italian accent. He looked around the common room with curiosity as he stepped in and the potrait closed behind him... Left. He needed to go left. He turned slowly towards the left staircase, climbing slowly up the steps. He wasn't use to dragging his feet, he usually skipped ahead but he was nervous and his nerves felt like he was dragging an anchor. He found Room 702 almost immeadiatly off the landing. He looked down at Ava and sighed before lifting his hand to knock and then stopping short of knocking... He couldn't do this. He turned to walk back down the stairs but stopped as he reached them. He needed to do this, he turned back towards the door and knocked before he could stop himself. He was pretty sure his anxiety had made him knock rather loudly and he couldn't help but blush as he waited awkwardly for him to answer. ".
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Unwyn Ewan Lestrange
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GENERAL INFORMATION
FULL NAME: Unwyn Ewan Lestrange
Unwyn means hostile. Ewan means Youth in Scottish. Lestrange is the family name and it means strange. He is one of the sons of Rabastan Lestrange.
NICKNAMES:
His older brother Adyrian calls him Wyn. He started callin him it when he was a very little kid. It's a pet name and an affection one. His older brother Jax and two younger brothers Saturn and Neptune just call him Unwyn.
AGE, BIRTHPLACE & DATE:
Seventeen, France, May 13th.
BLOOD TYPE:
Pureblood.
SEXUALITY:
Bisexual.
HOUSE AND YEAR:
Slytherin & Seventh. (Headboy)
AFFILIATION:
Evil
WAND:
13" Acacia Wood with Theastral Tail Hair with an Amethyst Handle.
APPEARANCE
HAIR:
He has naturally thick black straight hair that he keeps framed below his face with a razor cut to it. He sometimes dyes it right colors or adds highlights of color to it.
EYES:
He has eight blue eyes with thick black eyelashes and cat shaped eyes.
BODY TYPE:
Hes very small for his age. He's a tiny guy at 5'5" and only a hundred pounds. He has a very skinny frame. His skin is pale white. He has a birthmark on his wrist that's shaped like a dagger.
UNIQUE FEATURES:
He has freckles down his spine. He also has a Cobra tattoo that wraps up is arm from his wrist to his shoulder. He has his canine bite piercings and his bridge pierced.
ANIMAGUS:
He's finally managed to become an animagus after working on it for the last two years dedicatedly. He's a black spitting cobra.
FACE CLAIM:
Jonathan Reneud
EXTRA DETAILS:
He is a left handed. He's a vegetarian and barely ever eats or drinks junk food..
PERSONALITY
PATRONUS:
Try as he might Unwyn is unable to produce a patronus. With Death Eaters in the family and growing up as the son of one it's not hard to imagine he's unable. He's one of his fathers favorite children because he's clever and vicious. His father thinks he'd make a good death eater. If he had a best memory it would have been when his father took him on a trip, just the two of them, to pick up something top secret for the death eaters. He felt elated to be apart of it.
DEMENTOR:
The worst thing that plagues his memory was when he was young and he had to visit Azkaban to see his father. He got out with the break out though so he's been making the last year or so up for the time lost. He can still remember the feel of dementers. He had nightmares after every visit.
MIRROR OF ERISED:
Looking into the mirror he sees himself standing with his father as a Death Eater after bringing Harry Potter to the Dark Lord. .
BOGGART:
He sees Azkaban looming in front of him as the death eaters wait for him. He's afraid of being sent to Azkaban.He wants to make his father and family proud and Azkaban means failure. He wants to fight in the war coming. He will join the death eaters after school this year.
AMORTENTIA:
When he smells amortentia he smells embers, the woods, wine, pouring rain and cinnamon
STRENGTHS:
He's very intelligent, clever and quick tongued. He's amazing at Potions, the Dark Arts, Transfigurations and Herbology. He's an excellent duelist. He's good at using manipulation to get what he wants.
WEAKNESSES:
His family and younger brothers are a big weakness for him, he can be blind when there in involved. He has no skills with love and doesn't know anything beyond gratification. He has poor relationship skills and is one track minded to his death eater goals.
HOBBIES/QUIRKS/WHIMS/HABITS:
He likes photography, dueling, painting, reading, swimming, astronomy and going to concerts/events..
LIKES:
He loves snakes, he has a pet Californian King a snake named Jazz. He likes girls and guys, he doesn't lean either way. He's into illegal activities and the dark arts. He likes making Professors think he's sweet and a perfect Head Boy, he's really good at not getting caught. He's into trouble and danger. He loves getting his heart racing with adrenaline. He likes manipulating people. He loves getting in fights and harassing mudbloods..
DISLIKES:
He hates mudbloods and blood traitors. He can stand people eating meat in front of him. . He doesn't like people touching his things or moving them out of place. He's very picky about what's his and someway obsessive of things being how he wants them.
TEMPERAMENT/ALLEGIANCE :
Tainted Blood, Muggleborns, Disrespect of the Dark Lord, disrespect of his family, not getting what he wants, and someone touching his things without permission will set him off. He snaps pretty easily. He likes causing pain and humiliating mudbloods, that usually puts him in a rest mood. Listening to music loud or cuddling are his go to for putting himself in a good mood. Learning new dark spells and potions also gets his mood up. .
GENERAL PERSONALITY:
Unwyn has been conditioned since birth to hate mudbloods and blood traitors, it's in his blood too. His parents were very loving but also very strict and cold at times as well. He's learned since young what it means to be a purist wizard and he wants to see a world where his families dreams come true. Unwyn is emotionally unattached to those outside of his family. He has a hard time relating to anyone other than other purist children. He finds friendships to e a means to an advantage other than comrades. He sees every relationship as an advancement opportunity. He's aggressive and vicious for the most part in romantics. He doesn't see his lovers as equals but more as pets. He likes having control over people. He can be very eccentric and unusual. He's only loving to those who give him what he wants out of them. He has a huge ego and a spit fire temper. He's one of the top in his schools academics but as no plan to use it for good. He's addicted to darkness and power. .
THE HISTORY
NATIONALITY:
He is 3/4 French and 1/4 Russian. His family is primarily from France except his grandmother who is Russian. .
HOME TOWN/CURRENT RESIDENCE:
He was one in Frace. He's lived there his entire life beyond school at Hogwarts. He's traveled a lot in is life throughout various European and Asian countries as well as Mediterranean, Australia and Canada.
FINANCIAL STATUS:
Hes from an old Wizarding family and is very well off financially. He has a large size inheritance.
FAMILY RELATIONS:
He is the third son of Raastan Lestrange and his wife Amelia. He has two younger twin brothers born right before his dad's imprisonmsnt in Azkaban. His oldest brother is Jax who is 21 and a Death Eater. His older brother Adyrian is 19 and also a Death Eater who work in the black market for illegal and dangerous aritifacts. His two younger brothers are 16 year old twins, Saturn is in Slytherin and Neptune is a Ravenclaw. He doesn't really have friends... just people who hold some sort of value to him for use. He's really close to his aunt Bellatrix since his father, uncle and his aunt escaped Azkaban.. .
RELATIONSHIP STATUS:
Single. .
PET(S):
He has a pet snake that isn't allowed at school with him named Jazz. He is a Californian King Snake.
GENERAL HISTORY:
As with the personality, we want lots and lots of detail here. Remember that a persons' history influences their personality. We should see that clearly. We will be looking at this very carefully. If something doesn't make sense or again, leaving empty thoughts laying around, you will be told to revise this.
THE REAL YOU
NAME/ALIAS:
🎃AdonisRenee🎃
AGE:
27.
GENDER:
They/Them
RP EXPERIENCE:
18 years..
OTHER CHARACTERS:
Coming soon.
ROLEPLAY SAMPLE:
".Hadley paused in front of the mirror as he finished packing the back pack he had enchanted with an undetectable extension charm. He took a deep breath before running a hand through his hair for a moment, trying to straighten it as much as he could by smoothing out the wild pieces with his finger tips but it seemed pretty determined to be messy today. It didn't look bad at all, but it wasn't helping his already frazzled nerves. Giving up on his hair he slipped on his favorite pikachu hoodie and pulled up the hood with a smile before dancing on his heels slightly as he he chewed on his sleeves nervously. He took a stick of black lipstick and ran it across his lips gently, making sure to keep it even. He waited for it to dry before he moved his lips, smiling happily for a moment at how black they were. He had taken this particular lipstick from Kodiak who said it would make him more edgier and he had to admit, it was kinda cool on him... especially with the yellow of all the pikachu he was wearing. He was pretty sure Ryan wouldn't approve of him wearing black lipstick, but he didn't really care. He'd get over it... eventually. He giggled at the thought of annoying him as he tilted his head nervously in the mirror, looking over his outfit with anxiety steadily building.
He shouldn't have been this nervous. He wasn't going to see his fiance, so he shouldn't be feeling like this. He felt a nervous knot in his stomach and could feel the hairs down the back of his neck standing in the giant ball of anxiety that he was right now. He didn't understand why he was so nervous, he shouldn't be nervous. To be nervous was to admit that he had something to be nervous about... he didn't. He needed to stop that now. He was going to spend a few days? weeks? However long with one of his best friends. That was all it was, anything else he was feeling right now.. it was misplaced obviously. He needed to stop and push it all down before he got himself in trouble. Ryan wouldn't approve of the thoughts going through his head. He needed to concentrate on that. Ryan would be pissed if he knew his mind was wondering to places it shouldn't be... He couldn't help it. No matter how much he tried to push away the thoughts they just kept surfacing. He shook his head at himself and closed his eyes for a minute. What was appropriate? Should he take his clothes and dress in the bathroom every morning? Was it okay to dress in front of him? He had never stayed in a room with anyone but his brother or cousins... and Julian but that was entirely different. With Julian they always turned their backs on each other and asked before turning. That seemed to work well... Kodiak and Dexter always just stripped down in front of him. He didn't mind it, he really didn't look and if he did it wasn't like he felt anything. Hadley wasn't like the other guys his age... He didn't feel all the sexual attraction the others seemed to be brimming to the edge with. Hadley had never... well almost never felt anything like that before.
The only exception to his lack of interest was the one person he was going to be staying with while his brother got help for his addiction and that person was... not his fiance. He felt so guilty even thinking about it. He had no sexual attraction to his own fiance. He tried to force himself to feel it, tried to push himself through it but he couldn't. He was still a virgin after being with Ryan for three years... with their wedding at the end of the following school year looming ahead of him he felt guilt. He had no desire to marry Ryan and that was a secret he hoped he would never have to tell. Ryan was good for him... a good man with a future ahead of him. He wanted to sleep with Hadley but he waited for him, waited for their wedding night when Hadley had promised to finally give himself to him... He knew he had to then but it wasn't like he wanted to wait till marriage for any reason. He just knew that their wedding night meant he had to and having to made not wanting to seem better somehow...He bit his lip, thankful for the ever stay lipstick that didn't stain his teeth nor smudge, something Kodiak had told him was the perfect lipstick for making out. He wasn't going to do any of that today so it didn't matter. His nerves were high and he couldn't get the feelings to stop, the butterflies that betrayed him.
He knew the day he met him that something was different about him... something he couldn't prevent from wrapping around his heart and holding him steadily in place. He was captivated and intrigued by the feelings he had when he was near but he couldn't act on those feelings. Zayn didn't want him anyways... if he had, like he had hoped he had, he would have stopped him when he told him he was getting married to Ryan. He had died inside when he congratulated him, he was the one person he was hoping above all else that he would stop it. He didn't though... Hadley had over thought it. Why would he stop him? They had been close friends since first year and he had never said otherwise. He needed to just stop feeling like this... maybe if he could break the spell his eyes had over him he could move on from the fantasy world he wished they lived in. Hadley loved Zayn... but he knew the feelings were not mutual so he needed to let it go. He needed to stop feeling this way. He covered his face with his hands for a moment, trying to calm down the gaspy breathing he was doing now as he thought about sleeping on the other side of the room as Zayn... Seeing Zayn's bed couldn't be good for him. Would he even be able to sleep in the same room as him? Why did Rhys suggest this... he had to know how he felt, if anyone knew that he didn't directly tell it would be Rhys. Hadley loved Rhys, he felt like another brother so surely he knew how he felt about Zayn... he bit his lip again and turned to pace his room for a moment. His kitten Ava chasing after his feet, carefully turning to keep from stepping on her as he paced back and forth. His breathing was rough and in gasps as he finally stopped pacing and sat down on his bed, picking Ava up to snuggle her for a moment. He buried his face into her fur to steady his racing heart. He need to get going... Rhys would be back at any point now... however long it took him to convince Henley to leave with him.
He was scared... how many times had he imagined Zayn's room... imagined being there with him in ways that made him feel so guilty. He stood up with a deep breath, he was only making it harder on himself by continually thinking about it. He concentrated on thoughts of Henley and forced thoughts of where he was heading out of his mind. He carried Ava close to his chest with his back pack on his back, weightless. He hoped that somehow Rhys would be able to help his brother, if anything could save his life it would be him. He could hear Henley's thoughts when his guard was down... he knew he loved him.. love him as much as he loved Zayn. As he thought over the name, he stopped and stared at the common room door ahead of him. He wanted to turn, head somewhere else.. but he was probably expecting him. He couldn't do that to him... just not show up. He put on a brave face and forced himself forward, he stopped at the door trying to calm down enough to remember the password for the grumpy looking portrait. He bit his lip and smiled down at Ava snuggled into his arms, Um.... Bièraubeurre... Beuglante He stuttered. He was thankful the portrait took his words, he was pretty sure it sounded like a stuttered mess in his nervous Italian accent. He looked around the common room with curiosity as he stepped in and the potrait closed behind him... Left. He needed to go left. He turned slowly towards the left staircase, climbing slowly up the steps. He wasn't use to dragging his feet, he usually skipped ahead but he was nervous and his nerves felt like he was dragging an anchor. He found Room 702 almost immeadiatly off the landing. He looked down at Ava and sighed before lifting his hand to knock and then stopping short of knocking... He couldn't do this. He turned to walk back down the stairs but stopped as he reached them. He needed to do this, he turned back towards the door and knocked before he could stop himself. He was pretty sure his anxiety had made him knock rather loudly and he couldn't help but blush as he waited awkwardly for him to answer. ".
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